Tuesday, October 12, 2010

i have always been beside you.helping you.
but you just dont see it.
you're so caught up with your own life & how depressing your life is that.
you never know how to be by my side at any time.
im so tired.
the whole day's been a really crazy & awful one.
screams&anger the whole morning&afternoon.
tuition was so awful.
with fights&cursing flying all over the place.
5%done work and attitude kids.
on the way home in the bus
1 cheekopek on my left. 1 tranny on my right. 1 china women in front of me. and she felled onto me when the bus jerked. and them plus 2 other banglas were like staring into my phone seeing my messages and games.
I WANTED SO MUCH TO GET ANGRY,
but i guess.
do everything with love.
forgive & forget.
especially,
be slow to anger. and abounding in love.
nights.
7:56 AM