Tuesday, October 12, 2010

i have always been beside you.helping you.
but you just dont see it.
you're so caught up with your own life & how depressing your life is that.
you never know how to be by my side at any time.
im so tired.
the whole day's been a really crazy & awful one.
screams&anger the whole morning&afternoon.
tuition was so awful.
with fights&cursing flying all over the place.
5%done work and attitude kids.
on the way home in the bus
1 cheekopek on my left. 1 tranny on my right. 1 china women in front of me. and she felled onto me when the bus jerked. and them plus 2 other banglas were like staring into my phone seeing my messages and games.
I WANTED SO MUCH TO GET ANGRY,
but i guess.
do everything with love.
forgive & forget.
especially,
be slow to anger. and abounding in love.
nights.
7:56 AM
Monday, October 4, 2010
It's the last week of internship!
Gonna treasure the last few days & learn as much as i can get :)
FYP IN LESS THAN 3WEEKS TIME.
oh wells.
8:07 AM
Saturday, October 2, 2010
Matthew 6:33 states,"But seek ye first the kingdom of God,and His righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you."
…One of the hardest things a Christian has to learn is to rely onGod's ability and not our strength…our own sufficiency…Relying on self has to literally die…God tells us to put our trust in Him…We may be having problems…God tells us to seek Him out…Prayer is communicating withGod…Through Jesus Christ we can enter into the very presence of God…We can take our failings…our problems…our fears…our needs…any troubles or trials that beset us…and seek God…and He promises He will be found and will answer us…Praying is actually talking to our Father…who holds all the to our every need…our Mediator is Jesus…The fears we have…the troubles we may be experiencing…seem to get stronger more menacing in the dark…in our minds…God directs us to bring them into the light of His presence…"Cast thy burden upon the Lord(Psalm55:22)…God tells us over and over again…"Be not anxious"…He wants us to put our trust in for Him…Look to Him for all our needs…As we seek first the Kingdom of God,and His righteousness…in other words as we pray…talk to God in Jesus' name…as we rely on our Father's ability ..on our Father's. strength…we see the hand of God working in our lives…He opens up the way for us…He makes the paths straight for us…He guides us…He leads us in the way we should go…He answers our prayers …He takes care of our needs…Don't worry about fancy phrases…or fancy prayers…Just seek God out…talk to Him ,really tell Him what is on your heart…tell Him of your joys.. .your problems …the things that bother you or whatever is weighing you down…Hand everything over to Him…seek His answers…prayer is a form of praising God…(Psalm145:18) says, "The Lord is nigh unto all them all them that call upon Him." Amen
it popped into my mind during combined cell today when we were praying (:
so encouraged!
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